Life is What it Should Be

Here it is May 2^nd and less than 30days from living full time with my perfect man. He isn’t perfect, but he is MY perfect. I have to admit that I am a little scared. I didn’t think I would be, but I am. This is moving closer to us getting married and that scares me even more. Not in any bad ways, just in vulnerable ways. Those, I have been in love before, but this one is the real deal, ways. The, I don’t want to ever live without you ways. I keep re-reading my words and I am so corny. But I love feeling this way too. <3

CJ isn’t too pleased about his free nights and anonymity being taken away. But there are prices to pay for being young and going to a good college. He will soon learn just how busy he will be and how much of his time will be taken up with school and all if it activities. 

I can’t explain how good it feels to have a double income again and some pressures relieved and someone to share decisions with. I do some much better with a partner in finance. WHEW.

Life is finally feeling complete and what I thought my life should be. How did I ever deserve what I have? I am so very blessed with my family!!!