When things are going good, it seems I have a hard time thinking about what to write. Today I am especially happy and for no real reason. My car just cost me an arm and leg to fix, but that didn’t even stress me out.
I was talking to Shandee yesterday about Emma. I am again amazed how my grandbaby is so much like her mother. I love reliving my experiences through Shandee. My little peanut is just an easy baby (so far) and I hope she stays that way.
I hope that Shandee is having an easy time with her step-son. If she knew I called him her step-son she would be very upset. But there needs to be a clarification sometimes and this is one of them. Ryan is so sweet and being six, I am sure he is struggling with having to share everyone’s time with his new baby sister. He came to see her in the hospital and after everything he told Shandee “She is still annoying”. I had to laugh out loud. I know she reassures him that Momma has enough love for both of them. But being such a young mother you sometimes don’t see how simple actions affect those around.
WOW, the wisdom I seem to have. I like my age and everything that is coming with it. I have an amazing man, which I don’t even come close to deserving. He is not perfect, but he is my perfect!! He is an example of strong, gentle, caring, and kind. CJ has always been my protector and he has finally let Robert take over most of that role.
CJ; what do I say about my handsome young man? He is far too much like me, but in many of the goods ways that I like. I like that he is anal, driven and sometimes a little high on himself. But I created that in him. He is one of my very best friends. We have a blast with one other. Oh, the stories we make up. Only we can be in our world and no one understands. I wonder if most mother’s have this same kind of relationship with their sons? He will always kiss me good bye and never forgets an “I Love You”. He is attending the University of the Pacific this fall. Bio-chemistry . . .WOW. If only he wanted to be a doctor, but he hates needles and hospitals. I get to keep him at home for a few more years, he is smart about not moving out and saving money.
Well, more again later. I have planted some of my garden. I can always talk about that passion of my life.
Quote - We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, therefore, is not an act but a habit.
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